Hi guys ! As you people might already know , or maybe i know you don't know that I know you know that you don't know , I have shifted myself from http://unique-footsteps.blogspot.com to http://16o594.blogspot.com .
Well , it's a new start for myself , and it's a way like telling myself , forget about the past , move on as there is a reason why the past can't live till the present .
So in my new blog , well , I've done a bit of changes here and there and yeap , that's about it . It's not anything special or whatever but uh , uh , just some changes in the pictures yeah .
So if you by any chance , read this , please visit my new blog at http://16o594.blogspot.com and leave a tag if you want me to link you . Or just tag me a hai , because I know that you don't know that I like hais , so I let you know so that you know that I know that you know that I like hais , you know ?
I'm just kidding , just leave me a tag alright ? Oh yeah , with your links if you do want me to link you up , or just want to be in my beloveds and name you under what category .
Ah Choo , Bless you !
It's weird , feeling that is . How you feel about someone is special , be it a good guy , a bad guy , a genius or be it just a guy with mental difficulties . You may like them , hate them , despise them , but it's all just our feelings toward them . Because of this feelings , we neglect how would the other party feel . Pleased ? Disturbed ? Or just simply pissed off because you gave them too much attention ? I wouldn't know .
Many people feels negative about me , and I can't think of much who does feel positive about me . I'm good in games , a guy who spends money without thinking and nothing else . It's negatively positive , I guess . Probably good in these and nothing else .
I'm not a lucky person , I don't have happiness like most others do . I don't have money to spend like most wealthy person does . I don't live in a condo , a terrace , but I'm sure of one thing , I want to live my life happily , to live my life to the fullest .
I envy those who have happiness that I once had , I envy people that could spend their money without thinking , I envy people that live in big houses , driving BM's , having a simple family of 4 . But what I could do about it ? Only hope to achieve it in the future by working hard , that's what I'd do .
But there are some who doesn't think , doesn't care at all . I wonder why can't they grow up ? Why can't you people just know that you're a lucky person ? You're lucky , to be in a relationship , yet you guys don't appreciate . You have plenty of money to spend , yet you demand for more . You live in big houses , drive sport cars , but yet you don't appreciate .
Poor people , be it in luck or finance , are craving so much , just to be happy . People who have those just toy feelings , spend without thinking and don't even appreciate , have you ever thought of one day , everything have been striped off you ? It wouldn't hurt to take a second , to think that if one day , your other half just suggest a break , you have no more money to spend , your house and car got confiscated , and life in fear everyday , that would teach you guys to appreciate .
As hateful these people are to me , I am one of them . I hate myself for toying feelings , to spend money without thinking , to not appreciate to have a place to live in . It's time for me to grow , to become a better person .
I may not have happiness . She may not have feelings for me , it could be my one-sided wish , but if she's happy , I'm alright . I'm aware , she might not be the one , she could be a milestone of my life , like how the other girl is , but if any chance , she is , I would be glad to have her as my other half , of course .
Well , after depressing stuffs , I'd like to say , Happy Birthday , Lee WanCai , my elder brother (:
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True happiness isn't in ourselves , but to be happy for others (:
Well , I've been alright for the pass few days , but flashbacks bothered me times and times . I doubt myself , can I really forget you ? It's not a want , but a need . I want to live in memories of friends , of games , of my world , but without you .
Things I do would somehow implicate memories that I do not want to recall , and as those flashbacks run through my mind , I told myself , had I said that I love you , why would I feel so ridiculous saying this 3 words now ? You're the core of my pain , my memories . Told myself a million times , to destroy the core , so that I won't have any feelings for you , and erased those memories . I have not succeed , but I trust that I will one day .
Congratulations ~Rinee on Daisy ! Don't need to hardcore tag also can daisy leh , we buey pai . another one month then saffron okay ?! LOL !
And last but not least , happy birthday , grandfather ! :D !
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It's hard to erase memories , but easy to replace one .
I wouldn't say it's long since I had last update my blog , because I guess it is normal for me to do so !
Well , I'm going on a 3-days camping session @ Kallang campsite ! The name of the camp was supposed to be Water Ways Camp . I guess , it will be full of fun and laughter (:
And you guys might know , or maybe you know I know you know I know , or more probably you know I know that you don't know what I know , is that I'm playing back AuditionSEA right now . My enthusiasm for it came back when I witnessed Dexter , Wen Hao and Hazel playing at the Straits Times AuditionSEA event , if I'm not wrong , that's the name of it .
While playing back this game , I've made a wrong turn . I fell for it again . It's impossible between the two of us but , I fell for it again . I know deep down in my heart that it's almost impossible for us , and I know that you know i know that you don't know who I'm talking about , so stop talking to me as if you know i know you know who am I talking about because when you think you know i know you know what I'm talking about , when you know I know you know I know you don't know what you're talking about , then soon we will have no know and when we have no know then how the hell are we supposed to know when know means know ?!
But seriously , you're the reason why I'd want to practice to surpass myself in the game , even when you didn't ask me to improve myself .
